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This fading hairline
and wrinkled forehead.
Bagged eyes that rest
and stare like the dead.
Two marks under an eye
that won't go away.
Now a red band
across the nose...
bridged pain.
Lips that are always peeling
dead and bleeding,
that can twist into the shape
of a heart,
with sharp teeth revealing.

Thick neck and broad shoulders
only upon a such a stout body.
Diminutive chest
leading to
equally as small arms.
Nothing grows.
A stomach that's stiff
but never shows it.
Can't reduce
only grow it.

Hips angled wide
with a tailbone mutated
too high.
Waistband that doesn't
match my legs.
Thighs that have been so thick
to sit is to hope and pray.
Knees mashed and mooshed,
or calves that cramp often,
and feet arched with toes
that are so close together,
they'd never stray.

Oh but this is me,
in the mirror that I see.
Your words can't not change
what my eyes say.
No matter how much weight
or steps that I take,
it is small and deformed that I stay.

Please reflection,
go away.
My Body
Views that I've had for awhile now, and don't really know a better way to say. Even with my exercise, these thoughts don't go away.
"Terrible things
happen to
good people
every day.

I am not
one of the
good people.

I am one of the
terrible things."
-Marianna Paige

This is something I read recently and wanted to share.
I also wanted to share this, Playlist for November

I haven't felt this blank in awhile. Roads could continue on like the depths of the mind, and there is no home. Once you are on this path, things erode behind you. Sucked dried as you move along. Absorbed but not digested; just weighted. The beautiful things that I come upon act as light posts on this highway. The path giving definition amongst the dark. "Light is easy to love. Show me your Darkness" - Red Queen... I am but a peculiar moth, who has begun to love the cold while being in the presence of the warm light.

Something else I wanted to share, a short story by Neil Gaiman story here


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My dear, it isn't just your body, even so elegantly wrapped up, that I want... But your mind as well. Once I break those down, I set that fiery soul free. Let us burn.


Hands pulling at the sheets...
Chest is turning red...

Moaning for more,
with her eyes rolled
back in her head


Fall to the bed
She moves on top.
Hands upon me
Lips that don't stop.
All her ways,
they make me groan.
Royal ecstasy
She claims her throne.


There's beauty in the agony.
The mind not sure where it's at.
Mouth twisted in pain.
Gratification in the eyes.
-Our Pleasure Cries-


The way her skin twists and pulls
Stretches yet stays taut and holds
How smooth turns to used and red
How when I leave my marks
They last even when I'm out of your bed.


Hand upon her chin
Eyes locked with mine
Rope bound around her skin
Her lips whisper,
so fine


Hands around the wrists.
Mouth around the neck.
The contour of her thighs,
Lead to where they wander next.


Plunge your nails in
Run through my veins
Taste my skin while you bite me
Mark me and claim


Spread apart and pushed in
Sense completely overloaded with sin.
She lets up, for a moment, to ask a question.
Then smothers down.
She knows I breathe the answer.


Clinging to my shoulders
Her feet don't touch
The floor
She's barely able to breathe
She screams for More

Words in Submission
A collection of erotic writings from this past year. Written in a restrictive character limit. Everything has boundaries....
Let me pull you down to zero for a moment
Where every drug they prescribe doesn't do a damn thing
Except make you feel hallow and your dick don't work.
As if an unsolved Rubik's cube lays in the mind
Beneath a blanket of allm other things you have to do with your time
And the lights are out, as you try to solve it.
Each twist and turn is as if your whole head moves to trying to guess which side is red or blue and wondering why no matter what you do keeps getting you to similar place where you started...
And the beat of your heart comes on to remind you that your time is limited. That every pump of your precious life is not to be wasted. You drop the cube and look around as your body scrambles on the floor. Reaching, grabbing, trying find a stable thing to latch onto just to elevate yourself to something more.
And sometimes it is a person or an idea or place you'd rather be... But just like your heart reminds you, not everything last forever every and these things fade and leave. Some too quickly I might add. Some never meant to be.
Then the pumping turns to ticking as you start to realize in your mind
that while others wishes consist of clothes and cars and fun things, yours are when's the end of time.
That diagnosis that turns to time of death.
Or the mishap that puts you in the morgue.
A look at your hands as if they're transparent and there's nothing but the floor.
How you wonder when the last line will snap.
With that finally step that leads to nevermore.

Oh... we're less than zero now. This is where you should probably get off. I can't quit riding this until I see the final stop.



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shawn sieben
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Current Residence: Minnesota

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j-lew2021 Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2010
thanks for the :+fav: keep up the work
60degres0fperfection Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2010   Digital Artist
hey when was the last time you were on here?
sicsided Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2010
I come on here probably every other day. Mainly just to look.
60degres0fperfection Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2012   Digital Artist
still come on here?
sicsided Featured By Owner May 17, 2012
From time to time.
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